i am the secret that you keep; MISS SCARLET.

the signal is subtle
we pass just close enough to touch
no questions, no answers
we know by now to say enough
with only simple words
with only subtle turns
the things we feel alone for one another

there is a secret that we keep
i wont sleep if you wont sleep
because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
we are compelled to do what we must do
we are compelled to do what we have been forbidden

so i wont sleep if you wont sleep tonight

Sunday, September 10, 2006

i was actually considering for quite some time whether or not i ought to comment on this because its well- awkward? and i may be guilty of it myself.

last year 112 had plenty of cliques. but i dont think any were as self-declared as ours. we even had a clique chalet and we're still having clique tees. okay to be frank, cliques are pretty fun and having clique tees is a really cool idea. but sometimes its just not very real. i mean sometimes theres just this feeling of forcing ourselves closer to each other and purposely trying to bond more just because we're in the same clique.

this can be okay sometimes i guess because you make more best friends. okay actually you declare them as your best friends then you make them. but at least you have people to rely on and you can be there for others to rely on.

and this year i never really thought of us as a clique or anything until this whole clique tee business. we were just a bunch of close friends who hung out with each other. im not sure if i like the closefriends or clique thing better, really. i guess we'll just see how it goes.

'you're not in our clique, and we may be hospitable toward you but you'll never be one of us.'

i agree to a large extent. (im taking trip humans next year- sorry lah too much history sbq in my head)

okay yes, there are cliques who do that. yeah you gotta admit it totally applies when referring to certain cliques. specifically the popular ones la.

but then again, take last year again for instance. (im taking last year because this year isnt exactly over yet and its all still in-the-making) gayle joined the class after orientation and after our clique was formed. she got accepted, thanks to pheb, and became part of our clique. there was abit of disturbance, but it blew over.

but you see- it would have all been much easier if you dont see yourself as a clique.

earlier in the year when we didnt see ourselves as a clique maybe it was easier.

back to the statement? ugh there are so many incidents i can bring up to agree with it but i dont even want to think about it.

yay i love toffee:D