Friday, September 15, 2006
hoho(: sometimes i think it would be better if i didnt go beyond the circle of blogs i normally read at all. and sometimes i think i should go look at their blogs and see what they mention about me.
yeah, i know i didnt do anything, and when i felt guilty about it at the last minute it was too late and i only helped do a screwed piece of work. im sorry, i just suck at that. and if we had met up i'd be alot more focussed- but it was like that, so i got distracted. and im amused at that other fact, anyway(: oh i knew we werent close in the first place and i sometimes just wait around and you dont even like me but you sometimes come over, so yeah well.
yes i know im a freaking stupid happy idiot:D hahaha. and it isnt that good either; but its good by MY standards!(: considering i expected to fail. hohoho:D sorry lah, but anyway i dont think i deserved it but well(: hahh.
anyway the reason i dont like to plan going home all the time with people or that kind of thing is because its so no-freedom-ish! like last year i went home everyday with jean and liz. and now i barely ever do >< wellll i like unplanned stuff. because i can go home with different people(: like whoever i run into! eg today i ran into anna so i went home with her. whenever i run into pippy(two days in a row at the exact same place once!) i go home with her. sometimes phoebe, sometimes i go out with kailin (even though she lives on the other side of the island) and about half the time i end up going home by myself- which is good! because nowadays i get barely enough time to think alone by myself (if you count a whole carriage full of strangers as alone, that is) because i lack self- control.
(that random paragraph was because quite alot of people asked me that, and i didnt really have a proper answer)
(im putting too many things in brackets)
(byebye!)
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You're a mass of confusion and indecision today, and you're allowing your emotions to get the better of you to the point where you're unable to ask a constructive question or take the slightest decision. The association of the Lovers and the Moon is pulling at your heart strings. It won't be hard to make you doubt yourself and your feelings, and the slightest criticism will upset you, dear Joyce. Have a bit more confidence in yourself. In your work life, the Lovers are sapping your confidence, making you doubt who you are and what you are capable of. The High Priestess is there to help you organize your thoughts, but you won't get your own way today, because you don't have the confidence. A word of advice: don't worry - tomorrow is another day and the sun will shine again.
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yay tarot cards!
