i am the secret that you keep; MISS SCARLET.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

lalala:D

ugh im running a feverrr. blah.

i knew i shouldnt have gone for skit meeting while feeling like this-.-

how come no one ever updates on weekends! pfft.

Friday, September 29, 2006

ah, today was so hectic!

lit pt lit pt! haha we chionged all the flowers at the last minute. and i think the costumes turned out quite well okay:D yay! although i forgot to take my fan and hankerchief when i went onstage, then it was too late to go back and take :X but i liked my costume, kinda(: crystal was like 'you should try wearing it more often!' hello, i so have occasions to wear gowns la-.- the eyeshadow was cool!

but after lit pt michelle and i went to change and we were like SUPER late for assembly. luckily we didnt get booked okay. after changing we went back to class and there was no one in any of the classrooms and we freaked out so scary omg.

yes and then ihg! i had NO SHORTS AND NO HOUSE TEE. and um well i obviously cant play floorball in my pinafore WITHOUT SHORTS.

but nevermind liangsi kindly lent me her shorts!(: and a housecommer lent me her old house shirt(: i must remember to return on tuesday!

oh and WE WON SECOND IN FLOORBALL. and when i say 'we', i actually MEAN 'we' as in ME INVOLVED!:D hahaha I PLAYED OKAY AND WE STILL WON 2ND. ~~even though now i still dont know how to play floorball~~ it doesnt matter we won 2nd! i love richard!

but anyway the whole day was still so so hectic! full of lucky saves(:

ah but my day had a TURNING POINTTT. haha during ihg, i was watching the armwrestling and then the whole group of juniors sitting at the fa base greeted me. at first i didnt expect them to greet, cause firstly i was wearing the old house shirt which only like sec3s and 4s have, so maybe they didnt recognise me. secondly, there were so many teachers around! so actually they didnt really need to la. but right after greeting they flashed me huge grins:D SO NICE OKAY. haha its so sweet and cute and brave yay they smiled at me!:D okay i dont know if they were actually laughing at my shocked face or really smiling at me but nevermind i take it as they were smiling at me!:D haha.

ahh yes i sound like a loser(x WHATEVER.

oh the school gave us really cool ex chocolates omg now we know where all our school fees go to hahaha.

Thursday, September 28, 2006

i hereby proclaim thursdays slack eating days!
im sorry. im really really sorry. i didnt mean to say that and i didnt mean to say it in that way and im just really so sorry. im not sure if it really meant that much to you but it really pains me when you sound this hurt and especially by me and i really hate myself for that. damn and i dont know what to say to you or how to say it but im sorry. ohgod i dont know why i keep doing this im really sorry i really shouldnt, i hate myself so freaking much for saying that and im so sorry and damn why do i keep letting stress get the better of me its such a stupid reason and im sorry. i really am. ah and im just so worried and scared and i know blogging about this wont do any good please dont ask me what im talking about because it will probably sound stupid to you. ahgod i hate myself damn.
blah. there are so many things i have to bring for lit pt! not that im complaining, others have to bring loads too. nevermind must bring extra bag tmr since my new bag's so small! let me list what i have to bring here okay dont mind me just for my reference!

-purple gown (super easy to change into, but ahh so hard to change out of! which is bad because theres assembly right after lit D:)
-two uniform berets
-two normal-wearing berets (yess im so smart i brought them to school already! but still must bring home sigh)
-black platforms
-earrings
-necklace
-bracelet
-lipgloss and whatever other makeup products charisse wants me to wear-.-
-hanky (if i can find one)
-bedsheet

hmm i guess if you look at it again its not much. but the bedsheet and gown and FOUR berets are like ah so bulky! but im quite lucky la. michele is lending me her veil and chloe is lending me her bun net! and erik lent me her white blouse. which i really need because the gown is so freaking revealing! quote michele 'that is one sexy gown.'

HAHAHA(x http://youtube.com/watch?v=CbTMASKqNuA this is nearly as funny as kekyan or zhenyi's boyfriend killing us :D

[edit]
yay im allowed to bring my new black heels instead so i shall wear those! lighter(:

hmm. should i wear gloves? blaah.
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i want to slap myself and cry.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

honey why're you calling me so late;

its kinda hard to talk right now

honey why're you crying is everything okay;

i gotta whisper cause i cant be too loud

i have nothing to say about that. no i wont blog about it, even though i was thinking of it just now. im sorry but i just dont agree with what theyre doing and i, well, dont really care.

especially with that ewyuckdisgusting UGH.

my say is that everything will work out eventuaally. of course, it wont if you all continue like this- but nevermind i said i wasnt going to talk about it(:

i so want a quiz to do. pffft.

ohyes. i think its very cool when someone knows you and you have absolutely no idea who that person is!

im currently referring to my new neighbour, whom i didnt recognise.

but there are lots of other cases!

dont you think its cool!(: it totally makes you take more notice of the person.

(this is so random)

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

(note; this post was written yesterday but apparently i pressed the savedraft button instead of post- sorry!><)

the night air breathes- but not so easy as before
but did you know it, did you take the time to listen
to my breath or to my words; when i spoke

aaaaand sometimes i just feel so happy:D blissful!
(no im not going to blog why!)

&i feel just like i do, even more now that im leaving
(waitwait- let me snap out of that goodmood)

er yes okay done.

ANYWAY:D im just so amused m'dear.

i cant believe she bitched about me to you? hahaha.

and for such a stupid reason, too!

oohh, loyalty to cca. im soooo scared. awwww. hahaa.

Monday, September 25, 2006

through the fire,

to the limit; to the wall

for a chance to be with you-

i'd gladly risk it all

i've had through the fire by chaka khan stuck in my head all day! and ive been playing it all afternoon while chionging rs! ahh i love the song:D hady sang it. yes i like jonathan leong better, but i like hady's songs better(: i liked senorita by justin timberlake loads too. but still, JONLEONG FOR SI!:D results out tonight!

oohhh im just so high over that comment xD (ahhdamn joyce stop it!:X you may just be misreading it.)

(i actually wanted to blog about that and actually i typed it all out, but then after that comment- nahh. i deleted it all) never to be seen again:D

Friday, September 22, 2006

its bad to base your life almost entirely around just a few things. because when theyre all gone, you have nothing else. so you end up either dying of boredom, or watching movies on youtube all day(:

this blogskin suddenly reminds me of hoongyan's jacket!

lizzie was telling me she'd thought i'd changed.

like i was alot sadder compared to in primary school?

and i'd sort of lost my ~~flashy~~ persona.

im not saddd!

and im NOT FLASHY! notnotnot flashy! was not, am not, will not be! pffft.

hahaha. its kindof amusing la. flashy? D: hmpf.

well i guess alot of us have changed.

i mean, we're obviously more mature. and maybe thats why we seem sadder?

and our attitude to teachers has changed so much.

is it the kind of teachers we're getting that changed, or us?

(i think its the teachers lahh xD)

omg i just realised its xiaohui's birthday! ahh i feel super bad for forgetting. nevermind- at least i wished her happy birthday on time(:

oh and yes, new blogskin! okay actually, the old blogskin suddenly screwed up. some photobucket problems. and i was lazy to change anything so i just went to blogskins and took the first pink skin i saw. heh(x but its quite nice la! yeah(: i wont sleep if you wont sleep tonight!

ahh. i may have to change blogskin soon. cause i cant hide words here-.-

Thursday, September 21, 2006

its really good to hear your voice saying my name
it sounds so sweet

im sorry! i was really moodswingy these couple days. but now its over. i think(: im sorry to the people i snapped at because of that >< even though youre probably never gonna read this. hoho ohwell too bad lahh(:

yeah- i've changed, alot. from primary school. but its just kind of weird. i dont know.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

hoho.

my mood is swinging up, and down, and round and round and round!

okay i dont really see how moods can swing round? but nevermind-.-

i will not waste my tears!

Monday, September 18, 2006

1.What Time is it now? 6.05pm
2.What is your full name? ong pei wen joyce
3.Single or taken? single.
4.What does your name mean? uh dont know
5.Who picked out your name? grandmother!
6.What's your nickname, if u have one? none
8.What colour are your eyes? blackk
9.Do you have an innie or an outie? depends, i guess
10.What size are your shoes? 7 :X
12.How tall (or short) are you? 167!
13.Honestly what do you like about yourself? nothing much.
14.What do you always get complimented on? nothing much.
15.What is your worst quality? :P
16.What are the last four digits of your phone Number? 6331
17.Do you think you're cute? errrr-.- no.
18.Hair colour? black. for now until my hairdye allergytest thing is over:D then it'll be darkbrown WHOO (shh!)
19.Do you wear contacts? i have, but i dont wear them
20.Living Arrangements? err quite messy?

FAVOURITES
21.Favourite drink? honey milk tea!
22.Favourite alcholic Drink: haha underage
23.Favourite Month? err. june! because of june holidays! i just like june hols better than dec hols, dontknow why!
24.Favourite Food? hmm. dont know.
25.Favourite Board Game? donthave
26.Favourite Web Site? my own blog hahaha. -.- okay no. er, xiaxue!
27.Favourite Clothing Brand? dont have
28.Favourite day of the Year? 28jul:D
29.Favourite colour? pink:D and black.
30.Favourite Animal? hmm. donthave

FAMILY &FRIENDS
31.Do you have more girl or boy friends? HELLO, GIRLS SCHOOL?-.- hahaha except if youre ahem scandalous ahem stares at kailin.
32.Who's your bestfriend?
33.Are your parents together? yah-.-
34.How often do you get together with the family? everyday-.-
35.Do you tell your parents or your friends more? friends. i never tell my parents anything, except occassionally my dad.
36.Anything special about your parents? my dad bought me hairdye HOW COOL IS THAT:D

YES/NO
38.You're a flirt? no-.-
39.You're slutty? no-.-
40.You're mean? hmm, :D
41.You like someone? hmm, :D
42.You can keep secrets? hmm, :X mostttt.
43.You dance in front of the mirror? only in dance class
44.You've watched a porno? no! well uh i caught a glimpse of one once in p4 but it was an accident the website bluff me!:X and i closed it almost immediately (sorry luh slow reaction) but i caught a few seconds.
45.You sing in the shower? nope
46.You liked Britney Spears? yes! and still do.
47.You've liked a cousin? uh yah
48.You've been in the opposite sexes bathroom? um >< ACCIDENT.
49.You've seriously hurt someone close to you emotionally? dontknow
51.You swear? mildly
52.You get your way? sometimes(:
53.You're willing to try new things? not really.
54.You've cheated on a test? err(x WELLLL.
55.You've smoked? ewwww smoking is disgusting!
56.What are you wearing? darkpink tee and taonan shorts
57.What colour are your pants? darkblue
58.What are you listening to? secret by the veronicas! damn cute:D i shall put the song on top.
59.How are you feeling? um, happy! kindof. well actually im doing questions in between maple, so my mood varies from question to question.
60.What are you doing? already said, mapling!
61.What are you eating? dinner (hoho i rock i multitask!)
62.How many people are online? 38/264
63.How's the weather? COLD.
64.What's on your mouse pad? no mousepad
65.what are you reading? maple quests!

GIRLS ONLY
66.What perfume do you use? dont use.
67.What's in your purse ? money cards neos sfa card(in case someone faints on the mrt, i can whip it out and say 'I AM A CERTIFIED FIRST AIDER!' :D see aint that cool!)
68.Thong or regular panties?
69.Tall or short boys? taller than me!
70.Blonde or brunette guys? hmm blonde
71.Good or bad boy? bad:D
72.Boxers showing? -.-
73.Long hair or short hair on boys? oh i like jonleong's hairstyle.
74.What do you find annoying in a guy? irritating typing styles.
75.What's the first thing you notice about guys? looks luh.

GUYS ONLY
76.What kind of cologne do you use?
77.What's in your pockets?
78.Boxers or briefs?
79.Blonde or brunette girls?
80.Tall or short girls?
81.Piercings on girls?
82.Long or short hair on girls?
83.Good or bad girl?
84.What do you find annoying in girls?
85.What 's the first thing you notice about girls?

OTHER QUESTIONS
86.What was the last movie you saw in the cinemas?
87.What did you have for dinner? steamed egg!
88.What are you hoping for? :D (wait it just happened. nevermind.)
89.Have you ever fallen asleep in school? all the time:D
92.What movie do you really want to see? none specifically
90.Tell us about those scars? hoho.
91.What is your locker combo? forgot long ago.
92.Where is your favourite place to travel? I WANT TO GO TO VENICEE.
93.You last dream about? oh some freaky thing :X about a tv show i think i forgot.
94.What was the last thing you ate? chocolate lollipop:D
95. If you were a crayon what colour would you be? um. errrr. i dont know!
96.Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? my brother
97.Do you like the person that sent this to you? not sent, koped from chloe's blog!(:
98.Ever had a crush on a teacher? well not exactly a teacher la.
99.Are you too shy to ask someone out? ><
100.Scary movies or happy ending? HAPPY ENDINGS HAPPY ENDINGS HAPPY ENDINGS:D i hate sad endings!
101.Summer or winter? winter:D
102.Relationships or one night stands? relationships luh-.-
103.Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate!:D
104.Do you want your friends to write back? err yeah? if you write to someone you want a reply, right? if not you might as well write to yourself-.-
105.Who is most likely to respond? didnt send
106.Who is least likely to respond? ^
107.What did you do last night? maple!

QUETIONS ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS
108.is this person pretty? errr. okayyy la.
109.is this person fun to be around? quite ah(:
110.is this person a close friend of yours? chloe darling!
111.what is your first impression of this person? cant remember
112.what do you think this persons worst quality is? err.
113.is this person annoying? naahhh(:

now its 9.49pm! im sorry-.- nearly four hours for one quiz. ahh maple luh!><

Friday, September 15, 2006

hoho(: sometimes i think it would be better if i didnt go beyond the circle of blogs i normally read at all. and sometimes i think i should go look at their blogs and see what they mention about me.

yeah, i know i didnt do anything, and when i felt guilty about it at the last minute it was too late and i only helped do a screwed piece of work. im sorry, i just suck at that. and if we had met up i'd be alot more focussed- but it was like that, so i got distracted. and im amused at that other fact, anyway(: oh i knew we werent close in the first place and i sometimes just wait around and you dont even like me but you sometimes come over, so yeah well.

yes i know im a freaking stupid happy idiot:D hahaha. and it isnt that good either; but its good by MY standards!(: considering i expected to fail. hohoho:D sorry lah, but anyway i dont think i deserved it but well(: hahh.

anyway the reason i dont like to plan going home all the time with people or that kind of thing is because its so no-freedom-ish! like last year i went home everyday with jean and liz. and now i barely ever do >< wellll i like unplanned stuff. because i can go home with different people(: like whoever i run into! eg today i ran into anna so i went home with her. whenever i run into pippy(two days in a row at the exact same place once!) i go home with her. sometimes phoebe, sometimes i go out with kailin (even though she lives on the other side of the island) and about half the time i end up going home by myself- which is good! because nowadays i get barely enough time to think alone by myself (if you count a whole carriage full of strangers as alone, that is) because i lack self- control.

(that random paragraph was because quite alot of people asked me that, and i didnt really have a proper answer)

(im putting too many things in brackets)

(byebye!)

[edit]
You're a mass of confusion and indecision today, and you're allowing your emotions to get the better of you to the point where you're unable to ask a constructive question or take the slightest decision. The association of the Lovers and the Moon is pulling at your heart strings. It won't be hard to make you doubt yourself and your feelings, and the slightest criticism will upset you, dear Joyce. Have a bit more confidence in yourself. In your work life, the Lovers are sapping your confidence, making you doubt who you are and what you are capable of. The High Priestess is there to help you organize your thoughts, but you won't get your own way today, because you don't have the confidence. A word of advice: don't worry - tomorrow is another day and the sun will shine again.
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yay tarot cards!

Thursday, September 14, 2006

im blogging way too much. okay yeah maybe those previous two posts werent counted as blogposts because theyre just quizzes, but well. three posts in one day? hoho. thats what bio pt does to you-.-

its so cool how you can learn about some people just through their msn nicks, yknow? like you can guess from those only slightly vague proclaimations whats happening in their lives. only main events, of course. and you can see how it starts then progresses, omg. and how it ends. hohoho. not much of a pity la. (im sorry im in a mean mood)

cowardly bitch;

no, i will not talk about you because 1) she already did 2) its a waste of my time 3) i'll be in no mood to do bio pt after that 4) its so gross 5) i dont even wanna think about you 6) i already have ideas about what im gonna do to you -insert sweetly fake smile- 7) i just wanted to call you a cowardly bitch, thats all(:

lalala.

my declaration of independence

theres no way im trading places

right now a stars on the ascendant

(TAKING A BREAK FROM BIO PT:D)

i started doing these a long time ago and only finished today so um they may be abit outdated, esp the phone one heh.

01. What is the phone maker?
nokia
02.What's the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
331
03. What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
"why? its only seventeen? oh okay"-anna
04. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
mannshing ma'am
05. Who's the last person you called?
some weird number that called me and when i called back, no one answered
06. Who was your last missed call from?
kailin (sorry i always never pick up! heh)
07. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
daphne
08. What does the last message in your inbox say?
'im stuck at some unknown place. grr. my cousins are a bore. maternal side one. they all got chracter problem. the most i have is attitude problem lor. and some more we have to wait 45 mins for a decent table lah. and im having a headache. anw, there was a really cute guy at my church today! like damn cute (the rest got cut off)' from anna, SUPER long ago! heh sorry i never clear inbox.
09. Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J?
jean's dad
11. Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?:
sarah(psl)
12. What does your banner say?
whats a banner?
13. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
200+. i will clear later!:X
14. What do you have as your background?
one of those pretty sponge hearts(:
15. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?
redcross hq.
16. Who's the 3rd person under T?
i only have two! okay i dont know many people whos name starts with t.
17. If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?
er im not.
18. Who's the first person who comes up under C?:
cassandra
19. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
five, which is about half.

A - Age you first believed in love?
super young. like four? from all those tv shows(:
B - Band listening to right now?
the feeling!
C - Dream Car
I WANNA BLACK FERRARI:D
D - Dad's name?
er ong kean hin
E - Easiest person to make u laugh?
hmm(:
F - Food you miss most?
sushi sushi sushi! stupid tankailin called me and shes eating sushi!
G - Any encounters with ghosts?
not real ones.
H - Who is in your heart right now?
(:
I- Interesting unknown fact about you?
hohoho.
J - just tell me who's the last person who..
who what-.-
K - Kissing with eyes open or closed?
errr. closed?
L - Last time you did fight?
ohoho.
M - Most memorable moment you can think of in a minute?
(:
N - Nicknames?
joyceong, not much la. a singlesyllable name quite hard to get nicknames from lor!
O - Open up! what's your most valuable possession?
er i dont know.
P - Place you are right now.
study room
Q - Quote what you heard for the last two minutes?
random stuff from the tv cause my grandmother's watching it
R - Remember the last time you cried?
nope. its been super long since ive cried, actually. even though so many sad things happened. i dont know- i think the last time i cried would be last year.
S - Song you sang last?
i dont feel like dancing! by sugarrrr sisters:D to irritate my brother.
T - Time you woke up?
5.45 -.- SCHOOOOL.
U - Use love in a sentence.
why do people fall in love- UGHHH STUPID ESSAY.
V - Vegetable you hate most?
celery celery celery!
W - What are you most afraid of?
malu?
X- X-rated love?
-.-
Y - Year you were born?
1992
Z - Zodiac sign?
leo

kay done. AAAHHH back to bio pt-.-

Turn on Windows Media Player/Winamp/whatever you use
as MP3 and put it in shuffle mode. For every question, press "next song".
Enter title to answer the question.

1. How does the world see me?
rooftops- lost prophets

the world sees me as rooftops? okay this makes no sense.

2. Will I have a happy life?
i dont feel like dancing- scissor sisters

so er. i think this means no.

3. What do my friends really think of me?
sexy back- justin timberlake

-.- OHH, RIGHTTTT.

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
stars are blind- paris hilton

um, i guess this means no.

5. How can you be happy?
love you so- natalie

so i can only be happy if i love someone?-.- hello, independence!

6. What should I do with my life?
chemicals react- aly and aj

oh no, im not going to become a chemist. nonono im taking TRIP HUMANS.

7. Why must life be so full of pain?
catch your wave- click five

so life is painful because people surf.-.-

8. Will I ever have children?
the remedy- jason mraz

children are the remedy? -.- i dont want!

9. Will I die happy?
invisible- clay aiken

i'll die invisible. hurrah.

10. What is some good advice for me?
my cherie amour- stevie wonder

haha.

11. What is happiness?
that girl- frankie j

NO I AM NOT LES.

12. What's my favorite fetish?
im not missing you- stacie orrico

-.-

13. How will I be remembered?
i think we're alone now- click five

errr.

14. What is your love life like?
confidence- teddy geiger

errrrrrrrr.

15. What's your life motto?
the riddle- five for fighting

ERRRRR-.- my life motto is not a riddle!

16. What do your parents think of you?
remember the name- fort minor

h a h a h a (can you please sense the sarcasm?)
17.What's your favorite hobby?
a public affair- jessica simpson

please lor its not like im as scandalous as kailin.

18. What does your best friend really think of you?
never be lonely- the feeling

er-.-

19. What's the worst thing about you?
the way you look at me- christian bautista

whateverrr.

20. Describe your mind
single- natasha bedingfield

okay so my mind is single?-.-

21. How will you die?
i got you- mcfly

i will die cause someone got me. wow thats such a reassuring thought-.-

22. How does your crush feel about you?
senorita- justin timberlake

oho.

23. What is your wedding going to be like?
love in new wave- electrico

haha(:

24. What about your honeymoon?
chasing cars- snowpatrol

EH! i do not want to spend my moneymoon chasing cars!

25. Describe the last day of your life
that thing you do- the wonders

hoho cool.

26. Why does life suck?
deja vu- beyonce

because of deja vu? no i cant think of far better reasons than that-.-

27. Why does life rule?
invisible- ashlee simpson

errr.

28. What will you be famous for?
free loop- daniel powter

i think this means i wont.

29. What's the craziest thing you'll ever do?
when there was me and you- high school musical

whaat?

30. Will you achieve your goals?
dance dance- fall out boy

im supposed to achieve my goals by dancing? hello, dance module has just ended.

31. What will your future job be like?
so simple- stacie orrico

yay! my future job will be simple!:D

32. And your party life?
when it all falls apart- veronicas

hoho how nice, it'll fall apart.

33. Overall, will you be happy?
sugar we're going down swinging- fall out boy

this means no.

34. Or will you just deal with it?
unfaithful- rihanna

-.- HELLOO?

people in love get special treatment

people in love get everything wrong

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

i hatedislike msn.
sigh. yeah i know everyone has their own problems. and yes, some of those problems are also mine. and i admit; they affect me alot and i should care about what it is. but how come no one listens to me!-.- okay i dont really know if that thing qualifies as a big problem or whatever. okay yknow what? nevermind- i'll handle it ~~on my own~~. somehow.

oh wait- avoiding is not a form of handling><

and when i try to mention it; i get swept away by the other things that seem so much more pressing.

UGHHHHHHHH.
it doesnt matter, anyway. thats why i love you so much. you always listen.

Monday, September 11, 2006

quizzes(:

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
cant remember

2. When is the next time you will have sex?
when im legal?

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?
more!

4. Favorite planet?
PLUTO. idontcareidontcareidontcare i say its a planet and thats that.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
liz!

6. What is your favorite ringtone on your phone?
donthave

7. What kinda shirt you have on?
some lightbrown tee that has words on it- cant read upside down, sorry!

8. Describe yourself in one phrase.
me

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
barefooted

10. Bright or Dark Room?
uh dark!

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
phoebe! CLIQUETEE DESIGNER(:

12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
i'll push them both together and stretch out on both:D

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping! START OF SCHOOL pfft.

14. What did your last text message say that you received on your mobile?
you sure ah. you wearing which. cos i scared cannot wash in time for training
(from chloe, about what to wear for netball carn fa duty!)

15. Where is your letter box?
downstairs.

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
dontknow (okay probably that.)

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
i cant remember):

18. Last furry thing you touched?
button! my bear given to me for my birthday by m'dear jane(: i er brushed against it while seraching for my phone to answer question5.

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
panadol pandadol!

20.How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
dont use film-.-

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
no idea.

22.Your worst enemy?
hmm. i guess her.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
some picture of the pretty sponge hearts scattered across my desk(:

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
hmm?

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?
million bucks:D i can always fly firstclass on a plane, baby.

26. Do you like someone?
:D

27. The last song you listened to?
love you so by natalie

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?
er, no.

29. If you could punch one person in the face who would it be?
(:

30. What is the closest object to your left foot?
box of beads!'

okay im still halfway through some quizzes- nevermind i'll finish them some other time(:

Sunday, September 10, 2006

i was actually considering for quite some time whether or not i ought to comment on this because its well- awkward? and i may be guilty of it myself.

last year 112 had plenty of cliques. but i dont think any were as self-declared as ours. we even had a clique chalet and we're still having clique tees. okay to be frank, cliques are pretty fun and having clique tees is a really cool idea. but sometimes its just not very real. i mean sometimes theres just this feeling of forcing ourselves closer to each other and purposely trying to bond more just because we're in the same clique.

this can be okay sometimes i guess because you make more best friends. okay actually you declare them as your best friends then you make them. but at least you have people to rely on and you can be there for others to rely on.

and this year i never really thought of us as a clique or anything until this whole clique tee business. we were just a bunch of close friends who hung out with each other. im not sure if i like the closefriends or clique thing better, really. i guess we'll just see how it goes.

'you're not in our clique, and we may be hospitable toward you but you'll never be one of us.'

i agree to a large extent. (im taking trip humans next year- sorry lah too much history sbq in my head)

okay yes, there are cliques who do that. yeah you gotta admit it totally applies when referring to certain cliques. specifically the popular ones la.

but then again, take last year again for instance. (im taking last year because this year isnt exactly over yet and its all still in-the-making) gayle joined the class after orientation and after our clique was formed. she got accepted, thanks to pheb, and became part of our clique. there was abit of disturbance, but it blew over.

but you see- it would have all been much easier if you dont see yourself as a clique.

earlier in the year when we didnt see ourselves as a clique maybe it was easier.

back to the statement? ugh there are so many incidents i can bring up to agree with it but i dont even want to think about it.

yay i love toffee:D

Friday, September 08, 2006

happy birthday charisse!(:

i bet youre probably never gonna see this but yeah(x

charisse's party was fun(: she has a very pretty new house! and i love her pool:D

there was r&j screening before that and i liked the second movie better! kinda. yeah.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

I MADE COOKIES:D

have i ever mentioned how much i love cookies!(: cute little round flattened blobs of goldenbrown butter and flour speckled with chocolate chips and swelling with sugar:D

yay cookies!(:

hoho its exampaper marking time. and since my mom's a teacher she has huge stacks of books to mark. so she asks me, my dad and grandmother to help her mark them. and my mom's teaching normal acad students this year and they give the cutest answers omg:D like one from this guy.

question: what is a safety measure to take when handling heated acrylic?
answer: use glue instead

HAHAHHA LOL(x