Thursday, August 10, 2006
everyones in this
something's over mood!
and i
dont know what to be in-.-
all my ndp friends are in this
post ndp mood
all my yearmates/juniors/ma'ams are in this
post pop mood (which i missed because of ndp ><) kailin and stella are in a post ord mood and im like-
i dont know!ive got this
really detached feeling around me.
but what i know is
im going to miss ndp loads<3but i just havent started yet.
i know, i know.
im slow.
just look at
everyone elsetheyre
already missing ndp.
msn nicks, tags, blog entries
it sounds like its
all over-
but how come
i dont feel it?
and pop, omg.
i think im the only one who missed
both the parade and the chalet?
i cant help thinking maybe im not cut out for redcross. but then, rcyndp's part of redcross too.
and as chloe said, without rgsrcy i wouldnt even have rcyndp.
but look-
i dont mug for things, im not
zai at fd, fa, rck, evac, or all that.
and ive kinda lost my passion for rgsrcy.
my passion's gone to ndp.
but i didnt cry for ndp-
does that mean i dont have passion for it too? no.
i know my
heart's in ndp.
its just that i dontknow ah-
no tears.damn. this is very, very
surrealIT DOESNT FEEL RIGHT-.-
the last three months have just
whooshed by.
yesterday just didnt feel like
the day after the ACTUAL ndp.it felt like, a normal day.
after a normal ndp training
it just hasnt
hit me yet that its
over.
that my
saturdays are
free.
that after this saturday, im probably
never going to see them again.
i love you guys, okay?
i gave limpon, junru, and zengan foam hearts on wednesday(:
i didnt dare to give the other guys coz its kind of girlish, heh.
but yeah.
zengan was asking in the cab after ndp
'what are you guys gonna miss most about ndp?'
i didnt answer.
but i know.
its the
peopleour clique(: the instructors(: the spirit(:
&even though theyre probably never going to read this-
limpon- my darling les partner!:D haha always holding hands and going around! and all those bitching sessions(: it feels so good to have someone bitch with you. ilu limpon! ♥
junru- SWEETIEE(: haha the cute demure one! ilu too! but youre too nice, girl.
i applaud you for putting up with thatbitch!(: ♥
zengan- the only one farfar away from us! but with us in SPIRIT yeah(: you ah! read so much into things. gullible!(: ♥
jiejun- lame 到无要可救!(: always talking to me online:D and doing stuff with me for ky! WELOVEJAYJAY FANCLUB(: ♥
and im sorry! must go do chinese pt! so i'll just list.
minxuanjunhongjinpingkellypearlynsarahtansarahcheong
conhwa
faidhilah
honghui
ameera
love you guys!♥