Wednesday, May 02, 2007
you really dont know what you've got til its gone.
(i know i've abandoned this blog, and i've moved blogs twice, but on one hand i dont like the secrecy of those blogs, and on the other hand nobody reads this blog anymore, not even me. i'd forgotten about its existence before today:D)
MIDYEARS ARE COMING WHAT THE HELL): but hey, i really wanna finish this post.i miss you guys
kailin i miss you loads, m'dear. i miss having someone to bitch with, and hang out with; go out with, and everything.! the longlong walks to the toilet- i dontknow, just someone to depend on to go with:D like jiaxuan said, we always hung out together(:
hoongyan you(: fangirling about just about whatever cute guy there is on tv! i miss you too, even though i think we only started smsing each other this year(:
chloe chloe dear; ah i dont know how to say this! you've changed): we've all changed, i guess. but we still love you and everything okay. my yearmate!:D
phoebe you morally-upright totally sure of yourself girl:D i miss you loads too, you bimbo!
gayle even though you werent in my class last year, i think we talked more last year compared to this year=x ahh. i miss you too, you crazy skinny balafreak:D
(im so happy we're gonna have outings, you guys!)
TWOTEN i really, REALLY miss you. i miss the people; i miss the spirit. i miss how everyone's cliqued up but accepts each other. how we're all different but alike, and how you can just go ahead and talk to someone from a totally different clique and still sound like really good friends.
sectwo i miss sec2 in general. MUCHMUCHMUCH less homework and WAY less stress.
fiona fionachew you childish girl(: i miss our immaturity, now we're so grown up yknow! (okay maybe we're still a lil childish:D but not as much as in the past):
pippy charmaine lee! i miss fiona and your cutesy-ness! aah. i hate growing up.
redcross ohgod. can you believe i used to be so crazy-enthu? i've changed=/ i've kinda lost the
passion. and i really kinda hate that, but theres nothing i can do about it now.
ndp thankyou for giving me a chance to be elitist me. damn i really kinda miss the whole experience. CLIQUEDUP(:
jiejun i miss your lameness(: and our late night conversations and the MAPLING.
maple ohgod you stupid stupid addictive thing. (okay i think i've officially gone crazy:D im talking to a computer game! HELLO JOYCEONG WHATS WRONG WITH YOU.)
elian you lamer(: AHLIAN.
ming oh gosh i dont know where to start! you're the best friend i've ever made on maple:D and my best guy friend like, ever. i miss talking to you and bitching with you and how you always stand my whining:D its totally okay because you have nats coming up and o levels. but-yeah. im sorry that in a way we kinda ended off on a bad note, with the loss of your account (KHORIUM.
i miss my maple): in a way, i dont have time for maple. like woah these few weeks have just been WHOOSHING by with all the homework. god.):
oh and as a side note, sec3 aint all bad. im REALLY thankful for my cmps group, stella yishan waiian jolene:D you guys are awesome, LETS GO TO AUSTRAILIA, BABY. and 315 aint all bad lah. and thankyou jingxiao, you're a GREAT seatmate. and rachel too(: im sorry im always so quiet and reclusive in class. but you really tried and i feel so bad!
(i dont care! come june holidays, joyce ong is gonna get her life back:D)
Thursday, October 05, 2006
okay you know what thats the limit, im leaving this blog and the freaking tagboard. i thought the issue was done with-.- whatever bye.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
john tucker must die!
the movie itself was quite nice la(: jesse whatever is hot!:D although eliz like totally spoilt the movie for me, it was still cute.
but it was so awkward omg-.-
kailin was supposed to go tripledating with phoebe and mark, and erik and ken. but since jameskwong didnt want to come she pulled me along instead.
and its just so weird watching them get er, intimate! and so so awkward okay. kailin and i laughed like shit-.- NOT, GOOD.
SO AWKWARD.
yes and kailin and i probably looked like two really stupid les hysterical-ly laughing people?-.-
we didnt even dare to share food kay cause then we'd look like three couples-.-
nevermind. even going home was awkwaaaard. and damn malu.
ohwell; note to self. do not, not, not go out with couples!
and my brother got a bruise on the sole of his foot! he got it by twisting his foot and spraining it. like omg how is that even humanly possible? dont you have to like HIT SOMETHING.
he claims the top half of his foot must have hit the bottom half of his foot-.- yes yes, wow, my brother is a very smart person.
Monday, October 02, 2006
-.- i dont know whether to laugh or not.
SIGHH. nevermind. i dao!
(on a totally different, random topic)
have you ever noticed how hiding words is so useless!
like this! if you read this, (which you probably will, you KAYPOH!) i poke you!i mean, everyone's gotten so used to it, so most people just highlight whatever they read.
its especially easy in blogs with white or black backgrounds!
hiding words is so much harder in blogskins with weird colours for their backgrounds okay.
you have to keep searching for the right shade!like mine-.-
it took me so freaking long to find the right shade!
THISS:Dat least, i hope its the right shade. it looks right on MY computer but maybe it doesnt on others.
haha, making words small doesnt help much either. people just copy and paste it into something else to read.
lalala- okay this is my last hidden line then no more(:but people still hide words even though they know all this!
fine, i do too.
its the wonder of self-denial:D yay. you can like convince yourself, maybe someone wont read it!
which is probably only true for either super lazy people or super blur people.
i lied!:Dand some more you dont see it yourself(:
yes this is so random?-.- sorry.
damn, stupid fever-.- i want my hair dyedddd. but 'nooo, dont go out when youre sickk'-.- PFFFFFT.
byebye!
Saturday, September 30, 2006
lalala:D
ugh im running a feverrr. blah.
i knew i shouldnt have gone for skit meeting while feeling like this-.-
how come no one ever updates on weekends! pfft.
Friday, September 29, 2006
ah, today was so hectic!
lit pt lit pt! haha we chionged all the flowers at the last minute. and i think the costumes turned out quite well okay:D yay! although i forgot to take my fan and hankerchief when i went onstage, then it was too late to go back and take :X but i liked my costume, kinda(: crystal was like 'you should try wearing it more often!' hello, i
so have occasions to wear gowns la-.- the eyeshadow was cool!
but after lit pt michelle and i went to change and we were like SUPER late for assembly. luckily we didnt get booked okay. after changing we went back to class and there was no one in any of the classrooms and we freaked out so scary omg.
yes and then ihg! i had NO SHORTS AND NO HOUSE TEE. and um well i obviously cant play floorball in my pinafore WITHOUT SHORTS.
but nevermind liangsi kindly lent me her shorts!(: and a housecommer lent me her old house shirt(: i must remember to return on tuesday!
oh and WE WON SECOND IN FLOORBALL. and when i say 'we', i actually MEAN 'we' as in ME INVOLVED!:D hahaha I PLAYED OKAY AND WE STILL WON 2ND.
even though now i still dont know how to play floorball it doesnt matter we won 2nd! i love richard!
but anyway the whole day was still so so hectic! full of lucky saves(:
ah but my day had a TURNING POINTTT. haha during ihg, i was watching the armwrestling and then the whole group of juniors sitting at the fa base greeted me. at first i didnt expect them to greet, cause firstly i was wearing the old house shirt which only like sec3s and 4s have, so maybe they didnt recognise me. secondly, there were so many teachers around! so actually they didnt really need to la. but right after greeting they flashed me huge grins:D SO NICE OKAY. haha its so sweet and cute and brave yay they smiled at me!:D okay i dont know if they were actually laughing at my shocked face or really smiling at me but nevermind i take it as they were smiling at me!:D haha.
ahh yes i sound like a loser(x WHATEVER.
oh the school gave us really cool ex chocolates omg now we know where all our school fees go to hahaha.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
i hereby proclaim thursdays slack eating days!
im sorry. im really really sorry. i didnt mean to say that and i didnt mean to say it in that way and im just really so sorry. im not sure if it really meant that much to you but it really pains me when you sound this hurt and especially by me and i really hate myself for that. damn and i dont know what to say to you or how to say it but im sorry. ohgod i dont know why i keep doing this im really sorry i really shouldnt, i hate myself so freaking much for saying that and im so sorry and damn why do i keep letting stress get the better of me its such a stupid reason and im sorry. i really am. ah and im just so worried and scared and i know blogging about this wont do any good please dont ask me what im talking about because it will probably sound stupid to you. ahgod i hate myself damn.blah. there are so many things i have to bring for lit pt! not that im complaining, others have to bring loads too. nevermind must bring extra bag tmr since my new bag's so small! let me list what i have to bring here okay dont mind me just for my reference!
-purple gown (super easy to change into, but ahh so hard to change out of! which is bad because theres assembly right after lit D:)
-two uniform berets
-two normal-wearing berets (yess im so smart i brought them to school already! but still must bring home sigh)
-black platforms
-earrings
-necklace
-bracelet
-lipgloss and whatever other makeup products charisse wants me to wear-.-
-hanky (if i can find one)
-bedsheet
hmm i guess if you look at it again its not much. but the bedsheet and gown and FOUR berets are like ah so bulky! but im quite lucky la. michele is lending me her veil and chloe is lending me her bun net! and erik lent me her white blouse. which i really need because the gown is so freaking revealing! quote michele 'that is one sexy gown.'
HAHAHA(x
http://youtube.com/watch?v=CbTMASKqNuA this is nearly as funny as kekyan or zhenyi's boyfriend killing us :D
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yay im allowed to bring my new black heels instead so i shall wear those! lighter(:
hmm. should i wear gloves? blaah.
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i want to slap myself and cry.
